tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11290727.post6103630241565711421..comments2008-06-06T08:19:16.285-05:00Jack Burdennoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11290727.post-61603140301987442392008-06-06T08:19:00.000-05:002008-06-06T08:19:00.000-05:00I could have written the first three paragraphs of this post about my situation, word for word. <BR/><BR/>I keep telling myself that if I stop caring about my job, if I let go of things that will never be in my control and realize I'll always be ineffective but it's not my fault, I'd be so much better off.<BR/><BR/>But noooo I try to change things to help the situation, which pisses off the people who like the status quo and so the only thing that happens is that things remain sucky, and I look bad.<BR/><BR/>I wish I could get rid of my own anxiety.<BR/><BR/>My drinking rules to try and cut back: No more than 1 beer in a restaurant any more, and no more than 2 beers a night at home.Drunkbunnyhttp://bunnytude.com/wordpressnoreply@blogger.com