Happy Fun Cog

I'm filling out my yearly self-evaluation form for my job, and I just want to be honest and say, "I have a great deal of ambiguity about my job. I can't fully commit to it, but I don't know if that's from simmering resentment based on hard work and initiative not being rewarded as much as weaseling and dodging, or if it's because I do hard work, show initiative AND am a bit of a weasel and a dodger and I just don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. Just give me more fucking money, OK?"