Happy Fun Cog

For the umpteenth time, my head clears when the day is coming to a close. All the angst and neurosis from everything leading up to this point fades away. It's like a very, very, very mild form of Ecstas y in that I feel the affection for others and forgiveness for myself that I am so often lacking in my normal frame of mind. It is rare that I am sober and cognizant of how blessed I am in my life. I wish I could have these moments in the daytime so they wouldn't blur into the amnesia of sleeping.